first time

my first uncooked rice

well, i was brought up in urban place with advanced Technologies... surrounded by the fast food or packed food... life was easy, spending on parent's money, getting what u want...it's like dream coming true... everything was kept in front of my tiny eyes... i always blabber about how hard life i am going through though my parents were alys there to help me.... so bad of me... i would complaint if my wishes were not fulfilled... people called it nagging and i called it demand or right i supposed... but my parents over viewing the bad and goods, alys gives me what i want. they were so clever, they educated me so well, they spent lots of money on education, they made me who i am now and they made me independent. a poor girl girl
who was so so dependent on her parents is independent now. now it was my time to earn for my own tummy... now its my time to fulfill my own demands and i say its very difficult to do that. i realized it very late...too early for the next generation perhaps. my independence started in the totally death alien world (for it was). the road condition seems terrible and they called it farm road... there was no electricity and they used candle, lantern or solar... the place seem so isolated and they called it peace. this was indeed an alien world to me... a girl who is brought up in urban is placed in this place. the very first nite in that place, me and my parents were in the same room sleeping... my mother and father was so tired that they dozed off the moment their heads were on the pillow...i pitied them and felt sorry for them. they came to drop me off to my work place and here they are tired but sound sleep. that very night, many questions were popped in my head, is god punishing me for having an easy life so far??? why i am here??? what i will do wen my parents leave me here all alone tomorrow?? will i be able to work here with lots of new faces??  there were many questions in my head before my drowsiness over took me.

my first cooked curry

it was morning and the saddest moment has come... to bid farewell to my lovely parents.. we departed with my dad congratulating me and mom giving advice to me... the emotion was high that time. now here i was, all alone surrounded by new faces in the alien world.
i was not worried about the work for i know there will be someone who will guide me and i was sure abt it. the biggest worry or hurdle was how m i supposed to cook in pressure cooker??? that worried me a lot... well, practice makes man perfect.. ha ha, i did learn how to cook in it but before that i had to eat burnt rice or uncooked rice... the curry would be uncooked too... how i wished there was electricity here. me being new here didn't  get solar facilities like other older staffs... i had to spent my night with candles and kerosene lantern.
Now it's almost three years, i find life easy. the roads are maintained, the place is electrified, got to know the new faces, now i called them friends..
that's life, we learn we move on....

Rodents???

I am simply an independent girl who wants to be happy no matter what hardship my life has to give me and here i am after 16 years of education, landed in one of the remote place to work. this place was is kinda isolated and i wud alys take my phone with me...for it is my only friend i found here... i am kinda person who finds difficult to mingle among the new faces... 

 i would never get out of my house... my life was like frm office to house and house to the office... between the moment i had a life in my house and unexpected guest visits my house now and then. the unexpected guest are rodents...making my life a chaos one... i would scream when they crawl on my bed and sometyms i get irritated when they eat my last stock of food...

they are such a thing who sometime become thief or sometimes  become fashion designer. they would randomly select my cool dress and make their own design which would pissed me off... sometimes they can be nightmare, waking me up in the middle of the night with their gnawing of sth. . . my clean potty in the toilet would be stained my their footprints and their poop will be found everywhere thus making me embarrassed in front of the real guest.

most of the time i would be out of the station (my work demands me to be out) thus leaving my sweet home silent... i alys become sad when i leave my house behind but my sadness don't count here becoz its the rodent whose gonna have party wen i am not in my house.

enough of screaming now, enough of being irritated, enough of my food being half eaten by them... i made my mind to chase them away... wanted to give them a surprise farewell . i was so determined to chase them.. finally saw their nest and i was sad to see their nest becoz it was my poor bag who went thru all those hurdle...my beautiful bag was gone in waste with biggest hole gnawed by their mother... i wrapped those cute little babies in that bag and bid them farewell in the jungle.

P.S: i feel guilty for separating them from their mother...PeAcE

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